Relationship In Question?
Why I ask myself again and again...
Why am I feeling this way?..
Why does it torment my soul..
Why does it feel like ages that passed..
You just left me seconds ago yet I miss you so...
Why did I come to you with such anger today..
Why did I attack you like a hungry beast..
Why did I Not keep the pain inside, and enjoy you..
Why did I keep the faults to myself and not show them to you...
I should have known better... I should have known better..
Yearning and wanting you so... makes me upset and angry..
Angry for not having you and being beside you...
Upset for not doing everything for you and pleasing you..
Yes I know... Yes I know... But I missed you so...
Should I ask for forgiveness?... or Should I beg you?...
Whatever happened is nothing to me... what actions taken means little to me...
Fights and Quarrels occur from time and time..
But it never was a question between us..
The question if we are to be separated or to be united...
The question if we are to back off or we are to continue...
Fights and quarrels occur over and over...
They are nothing to me nor will they ever be...
Insects and mesquites that annoy your soul at times and times again they are
nothing...
Do understand my love ... You should know me and what stands in my way ....
You should know Nothing on this earth will keep you away or separated from my
being...
I say Nothing for I mean it.. but there is You.. for you can cut me off so
easily...
So easily like running a blade into my heart... so softly so slowly...
Slide it in and out with your words...
The words that you may say to me ....
The love that now means nothing to thee...
But do kill me.. and keep me out of this misery..
The misery that is hunting me now...
Its killing me... yet I feel you ...
I feel your tenderness inside scream out for me...
I feel your heart wanting me closer to your soul..
I feel you my love... I need you my love... I missed you my love...Be with me..
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